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Bereavement, Toxic Mother, Ruthless Work Environment

2022.01.24 10:35 Financial-Flow-249 Bereavement, Toxic Mother, Ruthless Work Environment

Hi all,
I am writing to seek advice because at this point, I feel as though I'm about to have a mental breakdown.
My dad passed away a month ago and this has forced me to get back in touch with my estranged mother I hadn't spoken to in 6 years. She's a toxic and narcissistic individual who has now turned into a massive energy vampire since getting back in touch upon my dad's death. She literally holds me on the phone for 2.5h during each call to talk about herself and completely disregards my feelings of grief if I open up about them. I wasn't prepared to allow her back into my life, so it is difficult for me emotionally.
In addition to this, my company has been less than supportive since my return from bereavement leave. I took 4 days off and came back to a manager who was sick and I had to absorb their work on my first day back and no manager / team lead who reached out to me to ask if I'm doing OK or need reduced workload. Prior to my dad's death, the work was split unevenly and I took a great portion of all the work, pushing me to work 10-12 hours a day and weekends all of 2021. My manager eventually managed to assign some of my work to some people when they got back from their sick leave and people who told me "anything I can do to help, tell me" have now turned a corner and said: "they have other priorities" and can't help letting me down at the last minute. This, in addition to those who have been even more demanding since I came back from bereavement leave (although they are fully aware of my circumstances).
I really can't cope with any of this and feel absolutely trapped in my life right now. I keep contemplating self-harm because my life was flipped upside down overnight and I can't seem to escape. I will seek therapy at some point, but right now, I need the money, so I can't focus on that.
Any guidance would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks.
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